i qhot myself intoh some deep thinqs yo`. omqosh .. i cant qo toh san dieqo noo more. i cant qhet noo phone calls after nine. omfqosh maayn. thinqs are soo messed uhp riqht now. my rents think i qhotta bf in san dieqo now .. now that my g`ma told my dad. omqosh. and my dad is STRiCT. i mean like whoa. and my mom wos talkinq toh me. she wos all .. * wuhh` were yooh talkinq toh yoor q`ma about. now .. yoor dad thinks yooh qhotta bf down in sd. ihts the quy from manila tokyo huh ?! * and i wos like * nOo ma ! * and she wos like * yoor not qonnq qo toh san dieqo anymore. and the phone better be here in my room after nine * wdchuckz doode. actinq like .. white people. this is unfair. i am a qood qirl okie. i shood be able toh have aloot of thinqs riqht now .. bcoz .. im responsible. i qhet qood qrades. i do practicallie evrythinq aht home. aht least i shood have some freedom. maayn .. i need toh cee a conselor. fohreal tho. i need someone toh talk toh. ;[[ i dont noe wuhh` toh do. and .. ooh maayn .. ooh maayn. i dont noe wuhh` toh do. siqh* im juhss hopinq that .. he dont qhet his feelinqs erased fohr me. =[ coz .. iph that happens. omfqosh maayn. i wont even be livinq. maaaaayn. i dont even qhet toh qo on the internet. OR the phone. wdchuckz doode ! thats unfair wuhh` does he want me toh do ?!?! i qhot ALL my hw done ALL the time. i qhot A`s in ALL my classes. wuhh` else do yooh want ?!?!? daaaaanq . they dont even TRUST me ! yesterdaie .. i wos on the phone with ateh michi and my dad wos like * who yooh talkinq toh ?! * and i wos like * michelle * and he wos like * yoor a liar ! * and i wos like * wuhhh` ?!?! HERE ! qhet the phone ! ihts HER ! * and then .. iht wos her and evrythinq riqhh` .. and he wos like * did yooh switch the phone ?? * like .. askinq her iph there juhss doinq that. wdf doode . he dont even trust me. i think he shood . but wuhh`ever maaayn. i qhot some messed uhp home here. i juhss wanna run away damnit. grrs. im out . i dont think immuh be bloqqin` or qoinq on the internet noo more . soo . peace . immuh miss y`all ..

love alwaise & fohrever,
michelle kay aventurado

welps .. sorrie i havent been bloqqinq. skools been such a biq thinq riqht now i barely have time toh bloq. welps. thinqs havent been qoinq on soo qreat. last niqht i wos fckin` cryinq my ass off like a lyddoe baby. but wuhh`ever. thinqs aht home arent qoinq soo steadie =\ . welps .. im receivinq awards on thursdaie. and noone cares. im takinq all the advance classes fohr hiqh skool .. but .. noone cares. well .. last niqht .. kooyah tony wos helpinq me out. daaamn yo`. i love him soooo much. hes the best.! ihts like .. whenevr im fallinq .. or lost .. he alwaise helps me find my way aqain. iht makes me feel soo blessed that i have kooyahs like him =]. welps .. im planninq toh have a beach partie & a kick back. haha. oOh yess.! who wants toh qo .??? lol. yooh qhotta live in sd or meca town. iph not .. sowwie. lols. welps .. im out .. toh much shiiot qoinq on .. but hopefullie i`ll survive. lol

love alwaise,
michelle

[ edits ] 3:37 pm

survey time !! took this from the sexii chick darlene. haha

have yooh ever:
Kissed your cousin: yeeah . haha
Ran away: noo .. but i thouqht about iht sometimes. haha
Pictured your crush naked: uhmmm .. * noo comment * LOL !
Broken someone's heart: yeeah .. =\
Been in love: haha. i thouqht i wos. but . naww
Cried when someone died: well .. noone i wos evr close toh died .. soo .. yeah =\
Wanted someone: of course
Broken a bone: noo .. haha.
Lied: yeah .. haha
Cried in school: yeah .. but i dont wanna say why

WHiCH iS BETTER:
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Sprite or 7UP: sprite
Girls or Guys: both haha
Flowers or candy: both ! haha
Tall or Short: uhmmm .?
Pants or Shorts: pants

with the opposite sex:
What do you notice first: looks. style. shoes. hair. etc .. ! haha
Last person you slow danced with: uhmmmm .??? anthony lara.?
Worst Question To Ask: can i have yoor number bcoz i lost mines. -- doode .. that juhss kills iht .. haha

the last time::
Showered: an hour aqo
Taken a bath: last year .. in june .

what is [your favorite]:
Your Good Luck Charm: my heart necklace =]
Person You Hate Most: i dont hate i dislike
Best Thing That Has Happened to You this year: meetinq new people =]
Color: pink .. white .. red .. alooot maayn ! haha
Movie: a walk toh remember & yooh qhot served
Juice: oranqe juice
Finger: index. hahah
Ice Cream: jamoca ice cream
Season: SUMMER
Breakfast Food: steak & eqqs. LOL

who:
Makes you laugh the most: john
Makes you smile: john. kooyah tony.
Has A Crush On You: nooone ! haha. who da chuckz wood like me ?! Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yupp
Who Has it easier?: quys

do yooh ever:
Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: yeeah ! hahaha
Save AIM conversations: onlie the special ones
Save E-mails: noo ..
Wish you were someone else: i learned from that .. and .. naw i`d rather stick toh who i am
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: lol. naw ..

have yooh:
Fallen for your best friend?: yeeah .. haha
Made out with JUST a friend?: yes ..
Been rejected: DUH ! noone likes me !
Used someone?: ;[ yeah
Cheated on someone?: i woodnt call iht cheatinq .. juhss revenqe. LOL !

who was the last person ...
You touched?: iono .? haha
talked to?: ateh michi
You hugged?: valerie !! =]
You instant messaged?: randall
you kissed?: jo
you yelled at?: sister
Who told you they loved you?: aloot of people. haha

do yooh...
Color your hair?: yupp
Have tattoos?: noopes
Have piercings below the waist?: noo. i dont plan toh either.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?: noo. im sinqle dork
Own a webcam?: noopes
Own a thong/g-string?: yeah
Ever get off the computer?: yeah
Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: wuhh`s that .?
Habla espanol?: noo im sorrie haha

have yooh?
Stolen anything over $50?: noo .. haha
Smoke?: when i wos lyddoe
Obsessive?: yeah .. haha
Panic?: yes
Depressed?: OF COURSE ! haha

todaie there wos a fiqht haha. kinda weird coz in menifee there are rarely fiqhts. and this one qirl i noe qhot her ass kicked but this biq ass mexican qirl. haha. krayzee maayn. welps. layter

todaie wos okaie i guess.? welps. woke uhp todaie with cold water from the shower bcoz my broder & sisder take all the hot water. maynnn .. my ading wakes uhp befohr me now .. and now .. SHE ghets all the hot water.! grrrs! not fair !! haha. welps .. my day went like this ..

befohr i say wuhh` happened todaie .. myannn ;[[ my mom noes i`ve been having bfs. now .. i cant go toh sd . maynn ihts not FAiR !! =[

1st Period
hmmm. iht wos okaie .. but reallie boring. haha. my stomach wos growling like whoa bcoz i wos hungrie. lols. i hope noone heard iht. LOL !

2nd Period
uhmmmm .. iht wos kinda hard bcoz of the work we had toh do. maynnn .. she didnt even give us good instructions. but iht wos all good bcoz me& my hg janee were talking. haha. she made a reallie good poem. haha. immuh put iht after i put wuhh` happened aht skool todaie.

nutrition
lols. my hg valerie wanted me toh tell the guy that she likes she likes him .. soo .. i went with nicole.&.kaitlyn and when we saw them i wos like * i dont wanna go noo more ! * lols. but the reason why i didnt want toh wos bcoz .. him & his homies were kickin` iht .. and ihts like .. 2O of them. shoooo` .. i am NOT gonna take him away from them and ask him iph he ghotta girl. hahah !! soo .. i told her i coodnt bcoz i wos scared. lol

3rd Period
we took a test fohr archery. haha. i passed =P wOot wOot. haha ! 1OO%. lols.

LUNCH
daaaang. haha i wos grubbin` lol ! i bought a pizza. [[ iht wos big ]] LOL. a drink .. and a cookie with icing inside !! wOot wOot ! hahaha. iht wos gooooood.

4th Period
grrrrs. i had toh move shelfs. [[ coz ihts my t.a. period ]] and now my arm HURTS like whoooa. i think i stretched a muscle. ahhhhh. haha. and hmmm .. jose wos flirting with me. haha. he tries toh hard doode. lol !

5th Period
iht wos okaie but boring .. haha

6th Period
math .. iht wos EASY. lol. well .. that wos iht !! =P

okaie .. heres the poem my hg janee made .. and im SHOOR all yooh ladies can relate toh iht =]

a man has the power to love a woman in the way that she has never been loved,
and yet hurt her in the same.
a man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around and make her wish she wos never born.
a man has the power to make a woman cry from happiness & joy,
then make her cry from hurt & anger.
a man has the power to let a woman feel free & wanted,
but also feel disgusted & unworthy.
a man has the power toh look a woman in her face & tell her he loves her.
but turn around and have sex with her best friend.
a man has the power to make yooh fall in love with him within days,
and hate him within minutes.
during sex a man has the power to make a woman feel likes shes in heaven & afterwards makes her feel like a whore.
a man has the power to change a woman from having goals to living out his goals instead of her own.
why is iht that men have such power ?
they have so much power,
bcoz us as woman give iht toh them.
the power of a man woodnt mean anything without a woman,
so ladies when times are hard between yooh & yoor maynn and yooh realize that he treats yooh bad,
remember that he can onlie do wuhh` yooh allow.
never underestimate yoor power bcoz with iht .. yooh achieve much.
but without iht yooh are stuck with the power of a maynn.
..love yoorself then yooh can love someone else ..
by : janee coleman

=] nice poem huh .? hehe. welps. yesterdaie wos funnie. S0ME0NE fell asleep on ME !! hahahaha ! s`all good ! welps im out ! byeees*

love alwaise,
michelle

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